It won't always be that way; I know - even though there are too many moments when I don't see how - but I know that people do get through this, that people do manage to get on with their lives, to again feel the passion about the injustices that moved them before.
So I know I will be back at some point. But that point is not yet here.
For the moment, I will offer this: Three posts selected sort of randomly from the past couple of years about police violence against African-Americans.
From June 2017 - https://whoviating.blogspot.com/2017/06/262-another-black-man-dead-another-cop.html
From October 2017 - https://whoviating.blogspot.com/2017/10/355-outrage-of-week-backlash-against.html
From June 2019 - https://whoviating.blogspot.com/2019/06/the-erickson-report-page-3-listen-up.html
And one other thing: I hope, I can't help but hope, I hope even though that same hope has been lost so many times before, I hope that this time will be the time that we as a nation, as a society as a whole, more particularly the time that the rest of us face up to the reality of the day-to-day racism, the built-in racism, the systemic degradations and denigrations visited on our non-white brothers and sisters.
So despite my well-earned cynicism, I still hope. Change is in the air. Carry it on.